Video's from the Concert

Justin Moore, Miranda Lambert & Brad Paisley Concert

My friend Brandon from work had a extra ticket for the concert so instead of allowing him to go alone I invited myself to go with him. We started off with dinner at this little place on Highland Ave called ROJO. It took us longer to find the place then to actually get our food and I must say the food was great. Afterwards we headed to the concert and Brandon wanted to be those people sporting the concert t-shirt so we did....it was pretty funny. Brandon was a screaming little girl for Miranda Lambert and I was a screaming little girl for Brad Paisley. We had a great time and I must say it was nice to get out. Thanks again Brandon for letting me tag along.

Yep we had concert T-Shirts :)

Justin Moore

Miranda Lambert

Brad Paisley

Weekend in Review

Well I wish I could share pictures with you but can you believe I didn't take the first picture this weekend....Friday night my parents picked up Kason from daycare and I meet them and Madison at Chili's for dinner. Afterwards we stopped by the movie store so I could get a movie (Post Grad) and then headed home. Kason ofcourse watched his movie (Cars) for the 1000 times and I enjoyed by girly movie. Saturday morning after getting up I headed to my parents house to drop Kason off so my parents could watch him while I went to Casie's baby shower. I can't believe I forgot my camera because Casie got some really nice things and the Lily centerpieces were beautiful...she used Lilies because that is what her liitle girls name will be. My parents meet me at the house with Kason and we road with them out to Hancock Fabrics and I was able to get Kason's hair cut while we were out. Before coming home we took the kids to Chicken Leg aka Chick fil A for dinner and let Madison and Kason play. Sunday of course was church and I visited the Single Mom's Sunday School Class. There were about 8 ladies in the class ranging in different ages so I didn't feel out of place. I also went ahead and signed up for the Single Mom's Valentine's Banquet on February 15th. I figured I might as well get use to the fact of being single again so I should surround myself with people of my kind...lol I hate being SINGLE and I feel all alone. All I want is for someone to care and love me like I deserve. I have obviously made really bad choices in the past and now I just have to trust that God is going to lead me in the direction that he sees fit. I'm sure it's not going to be a easy road because I have no PATIENCE at all and that's probably why I'm in the current situation. I just wish this was all over...I wish Shaun would change 1000 % like he says he will and I wish I could believe that he would but I know that probably want be the case and I can't take that chance. I always want to give people the benefit of the doubt and even though people hurt me I still let them back into my life. UGH I'm just so tried of feeling confused and I just want it all over with. Okay enough on that. After church me and Kason came home and took a 3 hour nap...of course I probably want be able to go to sleep tonight. Then we headed to Lowe's so I could rent a carpet cleaning machine and then went by Papa Johns to pick up and pizza. After pizza Kason ofcourse watched Cars AGAIN and I cleaned my carpet. Looks great by the way. Now here I sit typing out my exciting weekend to who???? Does anyone really read this??? Oh well if not it gives me a chance to get things off my chest.

Hope everyone has a great week. Kason is going to stay at his dads for a few days and I do have something fun to do next Friday night. I'm going to the Brad Paisley and Miranda Lambert concert with a friend from work..oh yea did I meant for FREE...YEAH ME!!!!!

2 check ups and Chuck E Cheese

First stop was for our 10 am appt at Dr. Bragg's office for his post op checkup from Tonsil and Tube Surgery. We got a clean bill of health and Dr. Bragg was amazed how well Kason did after surgery.

Next stop was Dr. Larussa office for a checkup...really that was just a waste of a $30 copay but oh well.




Next we made a quick stop by my work so everyone could see how big Kason has gotten then we made our way to Chuck E. Cheese. Taking Kason to Chuck E. Cheese is a task in it's self. We had alot of fun but once I took Kason back to his daddy's race shop I went home and took a nap to recover. Lord he never slows down and keeps me on my toes 24/7. GOTTA LOVE IT!!!

And as far as the rest of the night I just hung out at the house. I told my mom it's amazing what color your tile grout is when you scrub it with a tooth brush. Wow this single life is SOOOO EXCITING needless to say I will be glad when Kason comes home tomorrow night.

Hope everyone had a great day!!!

Love Angela

Day at the mall

Fun on the carousel




Looks like I wore him out...

This Is Why I Move Forward...ILY Kason

Questions Running Through My Brain????

The last couple of days have been really hard for me but I must ask myself why??? Why would I want to stay in an unhealthy marriage? Is it the fear of being alone or do I really love him??? As the days passes with multiple conversation with Shaun I looked at my life and I have said I’m not alone even though I have this loneliness feeling. I have a wonderful healthy little boy that loves his mommy so very much and a family that support this decision 100%. Despite the ugly response I continue to get from Shaun time after time this is the best discussion for me and Kason even though at times I feel alone and sad. I have got to learn that when people are at their worst that is when they bring other down with them and the best decision for myself is from this day forward is to have zero contact with Shaun unless necessary. I have looked at this relationship since the beginning and thought to myself what exactly did you bring to this marriage that was good for me and Kason and as sad as it sounds I haven’t found anything. I have been through so much with Shaun that most people deal with through an entire marriage or shouldn't have to deal with in just the first 7 months of our marriage. I have totally changed everything about myself since this marriage with Shaun begun and not for the good but I still think to myself why do I let him get to me. Why do I keep hearing this is my fault?? We all do things in a marriage that at some point must be forgiven. He is so quick to point out my faults but assumes forgiveness on my end such be automatic and without any questions. Did I see this in the beginning and over looked it due to the hurt of my previous marriage??? I have a lot of questions that run through my mind on why I did this and that but I can’t keep questioning myself. Nobody can go back and start a new beginning but anyone can start today and make a new ending. I know I did what I could for him and his kids and whether it was appreciative or being taken advantage of I want question my actions. It saddens me for Kason because I have brought Shaun into Kason’s life thinking he would be a good father figure for him but quickly saw different even though I don't doubt one bit that Shaun loved Kason. I know it will take time for Shaun to be erased from Kason’s little brain but it’s better now than later.

As of today I’m looking forward, forward to getting this over, forward to a wonderful life with Kason and forward to more wonderful memories with my family and friends.
Love you all, Angela